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I have taken a lot of life drawing classes and every newer artist has to ask nude models how embarrassing it must be. For anyone doing that job, it's not a big deal at all, or else they think it's well...art, and therefore something like a higher calling or something to be proud of, like performance like ballet. Artists with any degree of experience will tell you that they have, yes, seen it all a million times. Even here in burgerland.
In contrast, my entire family, even the non-puritan people, think nude art is either straight-up sinful, or else is vaguely uncomfortable and seem to struggle with it. I think Americans have an internal battle between nature and what they know instinctual, vs. their ingrained cultural shittiness. We have an unbelievable amount of self-loathing and are conflicted.
For my two cents, I prefer to sleep nude for comfort, but hate being exposed in any way although I have no problem with others being naked generally.