It’s a weird grey area for me. I remember growing up, I really wanted to wear diapers, except for my bedwetting ironically.
When I got older, I lost interest. Until I learned to masturbate by stuffing beanies down my whitey tighties. One in the front, two in the back made it feel exactly like a diaper.
Watching my first diaper girl porn followed by my first pee soaking led to a lifelong attachment to diapers