>>7316048>Why do you find yourself drawn to this kind of stuff?
Why did you never quite fit in with the other boys?
Considering yourself an outsider even to an accommodating group of people who support the same interests as you, pushing the appeal of it more but excluding that we had no common ground.>Do you feel like you have lost something a long time ago?
Yes, but it is hard to care.>Do you spend a lot of time sleeping?
7~9hours per night.>Escape into video games and fantasy?
Used as a substitute for work, social activities, currently the only way to spend time with my remaining friends is if we're playing a game as the primary reason.>Tend to play female characters because "Id rather look at a hot chick when playing"?
Usually either the most neutral or ridiculous choice.>Is running around shirtless oddly uncomfortable for you?
Yes, I've never been comfortable being shirtless, not even in my own home. Whereas my friend had an upbringing with being shirtless as fine. At the beach I will opt for a rash guard every time just for protection from the sun. >Do people sometimes ask if you are gay for some reason?
There have been numerous times where people have speculated or upright ask me if I were gay. I'll attribute this to not really showing interest in females even when there is a 'connection'.>Ever have two guys laugh at you when you said something and you don't know why?
Yes, I've said things before with my two remaining friends and they'd laugh and not say why when I asked what is so funny.>Do you enjoy spending one on one time with a guy friend, but a group is somehow uncomfortable?
I can only really open up if one person is present, if it is a group scenario I'd probably anchor myself to an individual as a means to reach the rest. >Do you find it easy..
Yes, although they probably see me as a sick puppy.>Ever felt..
Life could be better, but I've come to accept my quite isolated existence.
Thanks for the questions.