It's the opposite end of the spectrum for me
I want to be dominated. Absolutely dominated, and fucked into total submission. Femdom is great, but nothing says 'domination' like actively having a dick stuck in you. After a while it went from girls with strapons, to futa, just to being fine with the idea of guys, because it's not as powerful unless they're actually orgasming from it. I'll fully admit I've gone from straight, to that blurry middle ground, straight into hard gay.
I just want to put on a pretty dress, have someone call me cute, then fuck me senseless. I'm nowhere close enough to be a convincing trap, so I spend my time pretending to be a chick on omegle to cyber with the horny guys there