Does this shit work /fit/? Ive recently went through a lateral meniscus meniscectomy (partial) and im wondering if this can help in avoiding damaging my knee further down the road, dont wanna get arthritis in like 10 years and say farewell to my knee.
She finally wants to fuck this weekend but I'm not sure I'll be ready for it as I think I've completely ruined myself with various degenerate fetishes, porn, and a once a day masturbation routine and as a result can't get aroused normally. I've been told that jerking it to explicitly imagination while simulating a vagina or mouth as close as possible (i.e. no choking or death griping) will help, but its a real fucking workout trying to get hard then stroke to climax purely using imagination. Only tried it once and went right back to porn the next day just because I didn't feel like I could keep up the routine.
Maybe I'm weak willed or doing something wrong but I've got a feeling that this problem wont fix itself on its own. What should I do? I'll probably be sleeping with her this Saturday night so that leaves me roughly 3 days to do whatever to try and fix myself.