The thing is I don't feel jealous or "pain" about it. I actually don't really care about my virginity at all and don't cry about no gf, or how lonely i am, or anything like that.
I just try to watch porn and feel like a literal, non-meme, cuckold for watching another guy have sex with a girl. Like how people talk about that guilt and regret they feel right after cumming, I feel that the moment I would turn on a video and I wouldn't even get a semi. And regular lesbian sex just is so repetitive, boring, and fake that it doesn't do it for me either.
But something about girls peeing, maybe I have a voyeur fetish, is what does it for me. > But if you're a virgin you may want to cut back on the porn and use your sexual frustration to learn social skills instead.
I don't really watch porn that much though. I mean, I do download a decent amount from porn torrent sites because finding good pee stuff is pretty hard to find, but for the most part I basically just watch it on the weekend once or twice to prevent wet dreams