I have a sissy fetish but lose interest and feel regretful after I cum. I used to fuck my best friend all the time. I would suck his raw dick and worship it. I would them let him fuck my ass raw. In order for me to feel horny and like a sissy I could jerk off even though I was diamonds. I never really dressed up but I was a total bottom in bed. One time I wore some jean shorts and rodena dildo. It had progressed into shaving and me wearing different types of panties, thongs, skirts, stockings, etc. Anything to make me look and feel like a slut. Unfortunately, my bf is away and I haven't taken a dick in a while. Last time we fucked I came prematurely from jerking it while his cock was buried in my ass raw. I felt really bad and violated so I made him stop. Wish I had a hung top to play around with on the regular now.