To keep myself from slowly drifting towards suicide and to cope with the fact that I had a piece of my penis cut off as a baby, I've actually developed a circumcision fetish.
It's not a genital mutilation fetish, but I just want to have a gf who actually understands circumcision and penile anatomy. I don't care if she thought the process was funny, sad, or indifferent to it, as long as she actually understands it and incorporates it into dirty talk. Like she'd talk about all the nerve endings cut off, my head being dried out, my scar, make lube jokes, etc. Not necessarily in a tone of humiliation, but something femdom-y like saying mommies cut little boys penises for their future waives and it's all done at the man's expense so he can last longer and please his woman better. At least once, I'd like us to get an uncut tranny prostitute to share and see what a normal penis is like in real life. I guess it'd kind of be like an educational experience, if she's American, it'd probably be her first time seeing an uncut penis, too. But I just kind of want to play with a tranny's uncut wiener with a girl to see what I missed out on and the girl could press the penis heads together and see if she could pull the foreskin down enough so that it covers my head too.