What do you mean by "glowing"? The meaning of this term is a bit unclear to me still. Do you mean that it glows like it is an inquiry made by the feds?
Yeah, Elliot is my favorite. He is just such an endlessly fascinating person and highly desirable male to me. I have been into him for six years now. Have been thinking many, many times that my feelings for him are already fading away, but no, I just can not live without him. Which is very odd. There has to be more to it than just the way I relate to him and the physical and spiritual attractiion I feel for him. Maybe it is something otherworldy, who knows.
Not going to shoot anyone up though, at least not randomly. I can tell though, that I have similar murderous fantasies he had before the crimes he committed, and already had far before he ever emerged in the media. Not sure if I will ever do anything to bring those fantasies true. I am far too talented a person to waste my life rotting in prison and I do not want to kill myself. I might think about arranging something though, when I get really old, that is. When it does not matter so much if I get caught.
Yeah, you probably know who I am, as there is no one else ghost posting here anymore aside from me. Not even in the e-girl threads. I can safely write this down though, as I have nothing on paper, nothing concrete I could become accused of. Or in the internet either. It is all just in my head.
I am not larping or baiting here. I do not larp, it is immature, futile behavior, and there is no sense in baiting here where no one posts.
Summer is hot and I wish it could be the 80's again, me walking the streets of SB and E picking me into his shiny, black street charmer. I need to write a novel where that sort of things happen, among other things.