I want to be the property of someone.
My ideal relationship would be normal on the outside, with me and him working and doing stuff. But when I get home, I would be on my hands and knees at his feet sometimes, and most decisions in my life would be made by him. I would basically change myself in any way he desires, not just physically but mentally too. Dropping beliefs, changing political views, accommodating myself to be as pleasing to him as possible.
It's something more fundamental for me beyond sex. Being controlled and owned is an ache. Maybe I'll find someone on /r9k/ one day.