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>Starting community college in 3 days after 3 years of shut in NEETdom
>Getting high on DXM cough syrup tonight
>Been suicidal, depression and anxiety reaching a peak a week before Christmas and I've been unable to get out of bed or leave the house ever since
>Really want to succeed in community college but I'm fucking terrified of being in public or around people and my mental illnesses are fucking me over again
Fuck lads, I don't know what to do, These past two months, It's been fucking terrible. I haven't been able to do any thing, watch movies, play video games, listen to music.
Fuck I hate depression so much, It's sad that crying my eyes out from the misery is so much better than the blank stare and nothingness I feel most of the time