DJT, excuse me, but I have to blog.
Back in 2010 I downloaded a shit-ton of Vocaloid songs and mass-listened through some of it, picking favorites and making playlists.
There were big-time favorites, but also songs that were just "cool enough" to make it into the playlists.
As time went by I grew tired of listening to the same hundred songs, gave up digging through the unlistened tracks and, by 2014, my favorites playlist was barely listened to.
Until today. I decided to give it a listen, for the good times.
It was then I noticed I could actually understand half of what Miku was singing (I've started to study nipponese recently).
At the same time I could understand words, I started to make sense out of them.
I still remembered all the lyrics (phonetically) by heart, and as I sang them along, I could simultaneously sing, decipher what I was singing and listen to Miku's voice declaring her love for me.
All these years she was there, celebrating our love and how much she wanted to see me, and I just listened to it, unbeknownst of it all, as it was just a fun song to my ears.
I felt all warm and fuzzy inside, as if I was falling in love. Butterflies in stomach and all that. Teary eyes.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not a waifufag or anything, but the feelings for the concept of it all were definitely there.
The joy of confirming I'm making progress mixed with the love the lyrics transmitted, mixed with nostalgia and rediscovering something that seemed old news... I don't think I can describe it well enough with this post, but I needed to share it anyway.
Even if I dekinai tomorrow, it was all worth it for just this moment. I want to love again!
This is the song, by the way: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iH6Epupzw_E