Hmm. I see how that can come off as entitled but, I am not trying to be? just sad that I have literally never gotten something I was really hyped for... I'm not here screaming at the brand am I? don't need to be so fucking rude. I don't even really blame AP just...god it sucks a lot. I wish I wasn't born this way. >>10605432
that's very sweet of you nonny, I'll give you my email if you're serious about helping me out!>>10605433
I'm in the USA and not on disability, I work part time. I qualify for benefits but haven't fully applied for them, as I make more money doing my job. I don't worry about rent or bills as my wife pays them so I have nothing but expendable income personally, affording brand isn't a problem, I'm very priveleged besides the whole being disabled thing. >>10605470
I can barely do shit you are right. my hands are fucked. I'm lucky that I can shovel food in my mouth sometimes. >>10605487
thank you anon. you are right this isnt worth dying over, even if it really feels awful sometimes. I have severe arthritis and poor motor control since birth.
I do see how I could come off as entitled and wanting them to cater to me, but honestly I don't...I just wish I was born normal like every one else and could keep up. It hurts to always feel so left behind, especially when I so desperately love this fashion. I know I just have to become comfortable buying things on my own terms...I just wish I was normal and could compete with others and have fun too. >>10605514
I am considering using a shopping service but I'm concerned after seeing so many bad reviews on nearly all of them lately...I'm gonna keep asking my friends for sure, thanks anyway anon