How do I stop falling in love so easily? And more importantly stop being such a fucking autist around women
There's this new cashier at the grocery store, she's fucking amazing; green eyes, red hair and freckles, really cute. I could not help myself glancing up at her while she was scanning my wares. I thought to myself that I should say something to her, maybe "You new here? I haven't seen you here before. Summer job?" or something like that, but I just couldn't get it out so I just stood there. See noticed me looking at her and looked back at me but instead of smiling I looked away like some autistic retard. I said goodbye to her and as I went to pack my wares she walked around the cashier area just looking at wares, I don't know why, maybe she didn't want to sit there awkwardly while I packed my shit, or maybe she wanted me to talk to her. She also said goodbye to me once more as I walked out the door even thought she was far away from me. Was she mirin me?
I started taking notes of when she's working so that when I've built up the confidence I'm going to make small talk with her and hopefully get her number