Holy shit I am tired of being a fat fuck.
I never worked out too much, and what bit I did, I fell out of because I've been busy, so I just didn't feel like it. But I'm tired of it. I didn't even do much and I'm sweating bullets, I ache, and I'm so tired. 5 minutes of jumping rope, only a 10 sec plank, 13 bicep curls 35lb each arm (that's when they both failed), 10 wrist curls 35lb each wrist, 30 hip bridges with the 35lb dumbbell on my cockandballs, it's the only dumbbell I have, 15 leg raises. I feel defeated, Like I should be able to do more. Like I need to be better. I understand why people do this every day. I feel like I've allowed myself to become useless. I don't want to live a useless sedentary life anymore. I don't want to be a lazy sack of shit anymore.