All I do is lift weights, MMA, study, work and do voluntary work. But doing all these things will never fill the void that she left in me.
I keep improving and telling myself that I'll eventually be happy if I just keep improving more, but the thing is, it doens't matter if you go from a 5/10 to a 8/10. Honestly, it will never fill the void.
Fuck, I hope that keeping myself busy with a good job, an interesting study, and a fit body I would feel happiness and fulfillment, but it's not true, lads. It's not true.