>>30294482>As much as you wanted to ask her why he is dead you figured you will make her mad again, so you pretended you didn't care.>You were soon to discover that you had nothing to talk about. She never watched the movies you like; doesn't listen to the same music as you, nor she is into games.
"So, where do you usually hang out? I would like to go and see those places too.">"Usually I spend my free time in populated places. There are quite a few places I don't want to go and you already know a couple of them.">The awkward silence
"I guess I am too boring for you, since All we do is walk and hold hands.">"If you were, I wouldn't be with you right now, so don't be silly. I already told you "I am fine with anything we do. Even for sitting in one room looking into each other eyes.">Damn it, she is so sweet! If she is down with anything so are you. >"But it won't happen, because you Will hate me. In a day or two you will be yelling: "Get out, I don't want to see you ever again!""
"Why would I?">"Because of this">"Sour Sweet exposed her upper arm and shoulder.">Oh God... Why?!>On her firm beautiful skin there were words scratched: "I Hate myself. I want to die!!">Now more than ever you knew you can't leave her on her own. Was this a cry for help?
"Were you the one who did this?">"Me of coarse, who else?!"
"But why?">"And it is all true. And you won't be there to stop me.">Completely ignores your words. Is she in her own world now? Her being suicidal was the last thing you expected. >"It would break you. I know it.">She said it with the straight face too, as if she really mean it. This time you decided to not reply.
"You know what Sweet, let's exchange numbers. This way I can always be there for you.">"Well. Okay, but I don't know why should I, since I never use it anyway, And you can always fund me at the academy. It's time for me to go home.">She gave you a final hug which lasted for eternity.