I can at least explain myself to you before I go off then, maybe we can pick this up another time.
Hope it doesn't sound too autistic. It will. What really got to me was the mind control got to me on a deeply personal level. I felt that the implication was made that not only did it mean Glimmer did not see Rarity as a friend, but it also means Rarity is beneath her and weaker. As I see myself in her, that then transfers over to my own insecurities. Truthfully I haven't even seen the damn episode, I got incredibly depressed over the preview clip because of how it made me feel about Rarity and in turn myself. I didn't care too much for Glimmer before, but seeing that one thing and thinking about it that way, it hurts on a personal level. Mind you this isn't a type of feeling I get exclusive to that episode, it's also present in a lot of other instances where Rarity becomes helpless.
Well I've been getting better over most parts, but you know, trying to be a better person I want to get over that. I feel talking with the other perspective should help.