Did you break away from family tradition to become a retard, or are you standing on the shoulders of a long line of noble window-lickers? Perhaps your father wandered around town with a sandwich board warning people of an End that may or may not soon be nigh?
Its a tough job to stand on the edge of society and cast yourself as the fence, the boundary. To proudly put yourself on the map as a marker to all others and announce this is the limit people, this is point you can go to where you not only embrace, but indeed dive into full retard. Only the youngest children and those in the grips of dementia can even dream the things you have seen in your mental journeys.
You are a glorious bastard and dont let anyone tell you otherwise. /mlp/ has obviously served you well. Go forth and god speed sunshine, you have a message to tell and people to make uncomfortable with your presence.