i never liked cmc episodes
but one night i learned there was an open night for a course i always said i'd want to do but was too scared to pursue in fear of failure or learning my dream wasn't what i wanted or wanted me back
but then i thought of the cmc. forever seeking their talents. one down? try something else. again and again
so i rushed out the door and caught the next train .
i was at the door and all those eyes looked at me. i turned away, sat in the hall thinking how stupid this all was and went back home feeling like a failure