>tfw you catch yourself mumbling "I love you Kate"
>tfw this has become a habit and you do it most days
>tfw you reflect on this and realize that you haven't even seen Kate in the flesh for 2 years, despite checking her twitter periodically
>tfw you realize that you don't love Kate; if you loved Kate you would actually try and contact her and make sure she is alright / is happy. You couldn't really give a shit about Kate, you just like to think about her.
>tfw "Kate" is not a real human being, but just an idol of your imagination that you worship because it makes you feel good.
>tfw you finally realize that "Kate" is actually a demon/succubus who is using the image of the real Kate that you once knew in order to enslave you to her
>tfw you realize you love a demon, that "waifus" are demons
>tfw you realize reality is made of gods/idols, and that everybody adores/worships a certain idol
>tfw you pray to the One True God, Creator of Heaven and Earth, the Most High, the Redeemer, the Father of Lights, etc.
>tfw He welcomes you as a son and praises you for finally seeing past all of the idols and coming to knowledge of the Truth
>tfw you never thirst for anything again, being utterly content to spend all of your days on earth praising the LORD your God.
don't think about it; just do it.