I admire your bloomerpilled mentality anon but some of us are simply too far gone. You guys are so sure everyone can become redeemable because you most likely never went trough a hellish experience during most of your life.
Sure most people have problems here and there, depressions from breakups, Lost jobs and bankrupts, Partner died, Family died, Drug addictions. I can tell you thats nothing..
I know i come off the typical faglord sadboi meme but ive tried to fit in, believe me. I simply cant do it. I cant pretend anymore, I feel out of place, 24/7 with almost anyone, even family sometimes. And have been like this for half my life, im 24 and theres absolutely nothing behind me, no friends, no relationships, no career or experiences, I accepted thats who i am at this point.