Reminder that these sickos do not have a "female brain," they are not "in the wrong body," they do not have a "female soul," they are mentally unstable men with a sexual fetish called AGP. Fifty years ago, they would have been forcibly institutionalized and treated with shock therapy until they were something resembling normal again. They look like freakish clowns because they're men crudely trying to approximate female appearance and behaviors. Even the ones with boyish, feminine features will still display unmistakeable masculine behaviors and characteristics. This is what causes the uncanny valley freakshow feeling when you look at them. Never forget that they are a MAN - even if they have fake tits, small shoulders, feminine hips, etc, they will have a penis, tesciles, Wolffian ducts, and a Y chromosome in every cell in their body. Even if they get "bottom surgery" and invert their cocks into a festering open wound between their legs, it will NEVER be anything even CLOSE to an authentic human female vagina, and that's without the horrific complications many of them suffer as a result of keeping an exposed, untreated wound in a dark and moist environment all the time.
TLDR you will never be a woman, you will never pass, neck yourself and save your parents the miserable burden of your unholy freakish existence.