>>4659029>I'm s miserable person>I don't like anything about myself >I'm every conceivable definition of a loser>happiness feels like a temporary distraction from existing.God damn it Bore you have got to stop beating yourself up like this. I mean I don't know you well enough to make an assumption on what is happening in your life to make you feel this way, to make you think that you are even close to being called a loser, becuase you know what? YOU ARE NOT A LOSER.
You say you don't like anything about yourself yet look at the enjoyment you bring about these threads, the happiness you bring to all anons with every single stroke of the pen, including myself. Listen, I understand that life is bleak, that it isn't all happiness and for the majority of people is sucks ass.But that is what makes it worth living, because you know what, to live a life where you are handed everything off easy street is not a life worth living. You've got to push through your struggles and let them define you, but not hold you down; YOU"VE GOT TO KEEP MOVING FOWARD
And yes you are right when you say happiness feels like a temporary distraction from existing. Because as I said life is dark, its cruel, and we all have to dig deep to even get up in the morning, and when we get the little moments of happiness, the feeling of joy, you've got to realise that they aren't distractions, their gifts. Happiness is how we get through hard times and how we cherish it.
Listen to me Bore, I honestly don't know if these words are something you've heard before and I don't know if they're doing you any good so I'll cut to the chase
YOU ARE NOT A LOSSER
YOU MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY, YOU BRING JOY AND THAT MAKES YOU ALOT BETTER THAN ALOT OF OTHER PEOPLE IN THE WORLD
YOU ARE LOVED
YOU ARE VALUED
YOUR LIFE HAS MEANING
YOU GIVE OTHERS A FEELING OF MEANING
NOW FUCKING REPEAT AFTER ME
I MATTER AND I WON'T LET LIFE KNOCK ME DOWN
I WILL PUSH FOWARD HARDER EACH TIME
BECUASE I'M NOT GOING TO LET MYSELF DOWN
