>>11663620It sounds like you have situational depression which is reversible and treatable. It sounds like you know how to manage it so whats the issue this time that has you so worried
>being gay/being furryhate to break it to you man but being gay alone is going to give you more situational depression throughout your life. Your definitely going to encounter it more than the average straight-male. Its not a death sentence but just beware that when you do become depressed that its not your fault. Being a furry is a form of escapism. I have come to terms with that and you should too. To me its nothing more than another escape that everyone indulges in like tv/movies/drinking/drugs etc. Don't let it get to you. There are plenty of furries out there as you can see from the amount of stuff there is on the internet. Just enjoy what you enjoy. Do you and whatnot
>Didn't want to look fat in my coffinDo you have an eating disorder or body issues? Both are extremely common amongst gay men and is often downplayed severely in the community. If you even think for a moment you do then please go to someone who can help you
>me genetic depression bullshityeah it sucks beyond words can describe. Its only until recently that I came to terms of acceptance with it. Both my mother and father have had severe depression there whole lives not to mention many many other mental issues and my brother has had it his whole life as well (and tried committing suicide by drinking himself to death many times). Its shitty and we all hate each other to some degree. We'll never be truly happy or satisfied but at least we all kinda know what each other is going through.We're not bad people, its just that our brains won't allow us to feel good about anything without meds.
Hope your situation improves. I think you'll bounce back just fine if you give yourself the right time and attention just like you did those times before.
