I just think about the odds of my existence happening.
If you're a creationist; you're looking at infinity to one odds you are 'chosen' to exist.
If you're an evolutionist; you're looking at slightly better odds (relatively speaking) but you're still functionally infinity to one odds you end up existing).
Evolutionism feels more staggering since you have to assume that very specific microbes had to manage to survive throughout all of time, certain creatures had to walk the exact path they walked for billions of years and countless partnerships between humans for thousands of years your you to end up having a one in millions chance of being the sperm that impregnated the egg in your mother.
Take all those blocks falling into the exactly correct position throughout time and you end up with YOU.
And what do we do with it? Spend our time shitposting here lol. It took each of us billions of years of rolling the dice correctly (never once getting the wrong roll) the whole time or for the whim of a diety to choose YOU from a pool of infinite possibility to exist and we only get 90 or so years to enjoy it.