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...Poison in the well? I don't get you...we've been friends for how many months now? We've all talked in here together for how many times now? I've woken up every morning and had the first thing I've done be check ghost on my phone because I wanted to see what YOU and our other friends were talking about for how many mornings now? And you think you're poison in the well WHY? Because you made a mistake awhile ago that you apologized for and everyone forgave you for? Because we teased you too hard and made you upset recently? If that's what it is then I'm sorry...I'd never want to hurt your feelings, nobody in here would ever want to hurt your feelings, but you make it hard too sometimes when you won't tell us what's going on....can't that be something that we work on together?
The only reason I even started posting in here was because of how much I enjoyed seeing you two and how much I wanted to be your friend, and honestly, without you this place just isn't even close to the same. I care about everybody in here, and it'd never be the same if anybody left, but to me you're one of the cornerstones of this place.
It's just not fair either to do this without even explaining why to everybody in here either. We're your friends, aren't we? It's just not right to not even try to work with us to make things better for you, it's just not right...don't shut the door on people who want to be your friends and want to help you...I wouldn't keep reaching out to you if I didn't legitimately care about you. I want to keep talking to Hoshinoposter, I want to wake up to you and Seiaposter "fighting" in the threads, I want to see you call Koharuposter bird and talk about art with Natsuposter and music with fuuker, I don't want our fun times to end because of something that none of us except for you can understand because you can't or won't tell us about it. I'm sure whatever you're going through is hard, trust me, you've read my Twitter schizoposts so I know how it feels sometimes, but can you at least try for us? If it still doesn't work out for you after that then nobody is going to force you to stay, but I wish you would try and let me and everybody else support you however we can.