>be me
>be somewhat of a loner
>be lesbian, cis
>want to have a gf
>you have never been succesfully had one, exactly
>you finally decide to stop messing around hoping for a random chance, and sign up for a lesbian app called Her
>build a refined profile with tons of effort
>make it clear that you’re looking for a serious, monogamous relationship
>yet basically the only ones who like you are bi women with boyfriends and polygamists
>a few lesbians in the mix, sure, but not much, and they always ghost after a few messages
>???
>last straw was a pre-everything 40yo transbian asking you to dig shit from her ass with a dragon dildo
>just out of nowhere
>were having a good convo too, but it became increasingly apparent that this fetish stuff is what she was only after
>this was your third match in the last month
>two others were a spambot, and a lesbian who never responded
Am I really that ugly/awkward?
Kind of feeling existential dread about never having a gf. Dating is fucking impossible.
