Nah you’re good man. I love Current 93, but it’s a very acquired taste. Most people I know irl hate his music if I play it for them, so it’s nice (even if you’re just an anonymous stranger) to meet someone to talk.
Tiny Tim made a song, it’s actually mostly a spoken word track, with Current 93 and another band named Nurse With Wound. It’s named “Just What Do You Mean By Antichrist” and its ten minutes of Tiny Tim giving his interpretation of the book of Revelation. Check it outhttps://youtu.be/7JrABGVuLLQ
It was weird. I got really into drugs for a bit, and then went cold turkey. I haven’t even smoked weed in five or six years. Only did LSD once. Yet I’ve experienced what you’re experiencing too. I went through a long time where I solely listened to Current 93, on a loop as you described. Often I took walks through the woods in the middle of the night, listening to Thunder Perfect Mind. When I went to the gym, instead of the rock and metal I used to listen to while working out, it was just All The Pretty Little Horses on a loop. The whole album on a loop. A strange time in my life. I still love Current 93, but not as much as I used to, I listen to other music again