>>193560446>>193560369idk where you took replacing humans with animals thing from, i just described the situation i found myself in years ago
actually some anons would say im a cruel, sick fuck if i said how things go now with hopeless animals
being from countryside means you deal with animals quite often, whether chickens, dogs, cows or whatever, there are many pests too foxes, mice, martens and they have to be well dealt with
at this point i took out so many dead animals into the woods to get eaten by some scavengers that it doesnt bother me anymore, whats more when i see some cat, mice or smth like that mortally wounded i just take a shovel and coup de grace that poor fucker
i just dont deal with dead kittens often and the fact that we tried to keep them alive hit me more
some people would just drown or axe them instantly but we didnt have enough courage i guess to do it, i wouldnt try to take care of any again, recently i had a similar situation but the cat went missing only for 2 days so she came back in time, although 3 kittens were snatched by a fox i didnt hide them because i knew i cant help them anyway, one is still alive and well, already grown up
i just cant forget those that i tried to nurture