>>67350057For me she totally gave up at that very moment.
Previously she gave up on getting Amata in this life but was clutching to the hope of having a chance in 12000 years. After the revelation about the reincarnations, even that little bit of humble hope was shattered.
It could have been the first yet painful step of her getting over Amata and moving on with her life but Mykage took advantage of the increase of her pain to bodysnatch her.
I feel so sad writting that. Zessica wasn't asking for much and even that was denied to her. ;_;