>>59299426Sayaka's reason for not confessing to VIORYNN boy
-She's basically the living dead and she is aware of this after she DIES for a few minutes.
-She recently saw one of her friends get eaten. After the event hardly anyone noticed she was gone.
-She knows she isn't very good at hunting down Witches. Madoka won't contract, the only other Magical Girls in the area are being dicks to her. She is probably aware that she won't last long, and she's right as she only lives about a week or two on average after contracting.
-She doesn't want to think that she made the wish to make Kamijou like her. She wants to think she did it because she just wanted him to play again. Her entire "FUCK YOU, FUCK ME, FUCK EVERYTHING" state of mind near the end of decline is the result of this. She wants to think that she isn't being Selfish.
-"Awww fuck Green likes him I guess I should go and cry in a corner."