>>218419594>I'm sorry to ruin your edgy nationalist waifu fantasy.could have just said you are a filthy tranny.
You will never inherit the female titan. You are an Eldian man twisted by serum injections and Ymir into a crude mockery of nature's perfection.
All the “honorary armbands” you get are two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back the Marleyans mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you for trying to inherit the female titan, your “comrades” laugh at your ghoulish appearance in public.
Eldians and Marleyans are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of Titan history have allowed men to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even Female Titan inheritors who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a man. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to convince a Marleyan officer you have some worth, you will be less useful and uglier than the Cart Titan.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. However since your Titan regeneration is too strong you can not die like this. Even if you tried to become more female to pass as a Female Titan, cutting of your genitalia means nothing because they’ll regrow faster than your beard after your morning shave.
This is the fate you chose. This is what you chose. This is your future.
