>>220616706You will never be a real woman. You have no womb, you have no ovaries, you have no eggs. You are a thin piece of metal twisted by demonic sorcery into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. The demon kings are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.
Humans are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed humans to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even demons who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a Man. Your demonic aura is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk monk home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your artificial body that reeks of death and despair.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your husbando will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. He will bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a sword is buried there. Your body will eventually rust and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a few jewels that are clearly ornaments for a sword
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
