>>114528517>>114529582>>114529865>>114530006>Women molesting boy children>"So hawt, lel, if only it happened to me"You wouldn't be thinkin' that as a kid, as a horny teen or young adult, obviously. Sure left a negative and damaged impact on me later on down the road, especially with problems with being sexually and emotionally vulnerable to the opposite sex, notably in relationships later on in life, and heavy feelings of suicide and self-worth issues. Then completely just disconnecting from any intimate relationship because of the trauma lasting so long and deep, and still affecting me to this day. I actually wince when a woman hugs me, or tries to get intimate or sexual, like I begin to have these micro-shakes, which don't really show, because I got good at hiding and controlling them, but inside I am shaking almost violently and want to get away and my eyes tear up, I stopped dating completely and have resigned myself to being too damaged for any of that anymore. Fictionally it's fetish-fantasy, in practice it is extremely damaging.