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You know what...
I got turned on by women because I was ingrained by my society to like women and only women. My parents were deeply religious, so this motivation was being instilled in my own household.
So when I turned 16 I started trying to date women. I only found out later that they were lesbians, and I never had a chance with them. From 16 - 20 every single relationship I tried to start I got friend-zoned. After that, I started to really wonder about myself and my sexual preferences, because I knew something was very, very wrong with what was going on. I realized at the same time, by deductive reasoning and by comparing data with friends, that I could have had any pussy that I wanted. All the girls I tried to go out with were all but ready to put out for me... but here's the kicker, I could have had any pussy... that I WANTED. The girls I went out with knew I didn't want their action, or that I didn't want action at all, and decided to "just be friends with me".
So, I realized then that all the porn I was looking at for the past 3 or 4 years had some sort of dick in it. So I conducted an experiment to get empircal data on if I was gay or not. So I decided to buy a dildo and use it. If I liked it, I was gay. If I didn't, I wasn't gay. So I tried it, and I actually liked it. A lot. I liked it so much in fact that it fuckin scared me, and even though I had empirical data to prove that I was gay, I proceeded to live like I was not because I was so afraid of being outcast by my society, and by my own parents, to believe the facts about my own self.
Truth was, I was gay, and I always have been gay, I was just too afraid to realize it. It took me 2 years from that dildo to cope with the idea that being gay was okay, and that even though I was gay, I had to love myself anyway.
You don't know our perils, man, and you don't know how hard it actually is to be someone who dares to be different. It's not easy, and it most certainly isn't fun. I've known people in my hometown who have been kicked out of their house at the age of 15 for just being gay. If anything, bro, people are trying to control the sexuality of the public to be straight, because the people who do say such terrible things against gay people are normally gay themselves, and, like me, were afraid to admit it (and love thyself, too).
You are either one of two things:
A: you are a troll, so, I guess you got me, lol 10/10
B: you are a sad, strange, little man, and I bid you to come out of the closet. Let me remind you that the largest cause of pedophilia is sexual repression (explains much of the Catholic pedophilia, no?) and if you don't turn now, you will turn up in jail.
