>>7012137I'm a guy and that's the only way I knew how to masturbate until I was 19. I forced myself to change because I was ashamed, but I was basically just lying on my back and humping my hand pressing really hard. That eventually developed over many more years into "normal" masturbation.
But by then, I learned that it's not abnormal.
I had a girlfriend who also only humped pillows. Or, she put her two hands together in her crotch to hump them like a pillow. She even let me watch and it was the hottest thing I'd ever seen. And I don't think at all because I was a pillow humper.
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What really broke me out of my shame was going on an OkCupid date once with a girl who turned out to be a dominatrix. She was blowing me, and she said, "You're not really enjoying this, are you?" "Uh, I do... I don't get much out of blowjobs though." "You were a pillowhumper weren't you." What?! I was shocked. I guess there are a lot of guys who hump pillows and they don't get much out of the stroking / sucking sensations: we need to hump something and feel the pressure and rubbing against our inner thighs to feel good. I imagine it's probably similar with you. Don't be ashamed of anything.