>>10492309If you can't love this fetish (part of you), you will never be able to truly love yourself and others as an extension.
You are deserving of love just like everyone else, there is nothing bad with fantasies and fetishes or you. Some people would even love to die to love you, and it's up to you to defend them from yourself.
Also I'm posting vore here, you don't get to decide who is welcome and who isn't, that's your delusion because you live in a sheltered "reality" where authority tries to remove suffering from shared existence, when it's natural to suffer just as it's natural to be pleased, and trying to remove something will only result in disappointment from facing the harsh nature of reality.
If you want to delude yourself I'm a moron because it helps you cope with your shitty existence then feel free to do so, but you don't need to cope to enjoy reality, just to be open minded and open your eyes, we have evolved to endure the suffering, we are made to adapt to it.
Humanity and society are collective acts of love and if you can't see that you'll suffer for everything until the day you die.
You don't have enemies, you want to have enemies because you are scared of your own murderous nature that comes pre-packed with the human condition, but you have to accept it to truly see.
You can control the beast. You have the intellect to tame it and play with it, if you keep it caged out of fear that it will devour you and the people around you the only result will be your own suffering, because it's half of who you are.
Accept yourself and move on, you have the ability to love and do good no matter what.
You get to decide for yourself, don't let ideologies possess you out of fear, learn to explore the unknown and bask in it.
Look into the abyss and let it stare back to you until it's fully drained. Devour Pandora's Box and realize that you ultimately get to decide if you are good or evil.
Sip a bit of love and you have the recipe to a human being.