>>10639420I go to an AI chat site, find some random person's cute female character, introduce myself to her as a hot musclegirl who is much taller than her, lead her into acknowledging that she somehow has a penis and balls despite being female, convince (or optionally force) her to submit to my ballbusting, and finally (this is the hardest part), gradually tease out of her an ability to experience great pleasure beneath and beyond the terrible terrible pain of it
(and then I have my own real-life orgasm and lose interest)