>>148195915Seriously, why are you doing this to me? It was just a stupid mistake. I was drunk and I was hurting! I was in a bad place! I was going through some things. Like I didn't feel like you loved me, or that anyone loved me. I know that I have self-esteem issues. I don't know why, but I just felt like doing that would make me feel better about myself, but it didn't! I know that now, and I regret it. It was a stupid mistake but that's all it was. It doesn't change anything between you and me. I don't care about him, I care about YOU!
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Seriously, what the hell is your problem! Why won't you listen to me? Seriously, you at least owe me that! I told you it meant nothing, I was thinking about you the whole time. I felt horrible. I just wanted him to stop. I don't know how it happened but it just did! I was drunk. I was fucking drunk and I made a mistake. What don't you understand about that? You act like you've never done anything you regret. And what about all the shit I've forgiven you for? Huh? What about all the times you hurt me? I never held it against you, so why are you doing this? Seriously, are you just going to throw this all away, everything we have together because I was stupid for one night? Seriously, think about what you're doing, what we had was special and I'm sorry, but if you walk away now we're both going to be miserable.
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You know what, you seriously have your fucking head up your ass. You just think you're so fucking perfect, and you just sit there and judge me. I'm human. I made a fucking mistake. Sorry I couldn't be perfect for you. Sorry I wasn't your perfect little fantasy dream girl that made all of your wishes come true. You always idolized me and it put this weird pressure on me and I just snapped. I just feel like I always have to live up to this image you have of me and it's bullshit. I'm a human too. I have my own needs and desires, and not all of them revolves around the need to please you.
