>>155571202>because AT LEAST IT'S THERE, unlike the other feelingsI mean of course it's there, since the other feelings aren't. It's all linked.
>>155571202>Just living life day by day.I used to think this was the way to go. For 3 years after the end of uni, I accepted my lot in life and just focused on enjoying my life at home, playing vidya and hanging out with friends without focusing on much else. But these 3 years went by in the blink of an eye and by the end of it, nothing had changed, I had accomplished nothing. Dread was still there and gaining ground.
I still had dreams (live in far off places, become someone I can be proud of, getting a gf, have a family) but I had resigned myself that this just wasn't for me, not in this life anyway. But why did I ever think that? The coward that I was though that life was over when I hadn't even begun. I can move my ass accomplish all that or I can wait and die alone. I made my choice.
I'm absolutely not judging others, I just know that if I do nothing, I will go crazy and die from sadness.
