You will never be a real separatist movement. You have no funds, you have no military equipment, you have no foreign backing. You are a retarded LARPer twisted by delusion and fiction into a crude mockery of a rebellion.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back actual separatists worldwide mock you. Your countrymen are disgusted and ashamed of your act of treason, your “allies” laugh at your circus of a movement behind closed doors.
Guerrillas are utterly repulsed by you. Dozens of decades of asymmetrical warfare have allowed true guerrillas to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even WEXITniggers who “operate” look comical and childlike to an actual fighter. Your lack of organization is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to begin your pathetic excuse of a rebellion by shooting a bunch of cops, the military and professional hired contractors will easily crush you in every conceivable way, leaving nothing but the smoldering remains of your "militia".
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself that the country and the west will collapse in "Two More Weeks™", but deep inside you feel the true reality of the situation, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll grab your rifle, put it in your mouth, pull the trigger, and paint the wall with the remains of your cranium. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, a maple leaf and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a Canadian citizen is buried there. Your movement will collapse and go back into obscurity, and all that will remain of your legacy is a nothing but the equivalent of a child throwing a tantrum.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.