>>15508008I used to be the pushover in school, only friends I had were the other freaks.
After school ended we dispersed, I moved out of state, out of two states, so two packs of friends gone.
One the childhood friends, the anchor.
The other, the small group that took me in.
It has been over 10 years past that time and I have made no contact with either of the groups.
The only other people outside of those groups either were there to tear my down emotionally or attack me physically.
Only thing I had to make friends with were weight machines. Not even the football team respected me, or liked me. Most of the time I was used or used as the butt of a joke.
Sort of stopped after I nearly shattered a guys upper jaw in one blow.
I learned that if you were feared you got attacked less.
I also learned not to punch 'gang' members. Also you make them shit themselves when you smile at them covered in blood with a busted nose.
