>>55173424i just want to leave. i want nothing to do with society. i kinda just want to walk out of my house and keep walking, see things, meet people, and when i get bored or lose hope that i somehow find a better life ill kill myself. i often fantasize about putting my body on autopilot, leaving it to do whatever its fated to do, while my soul or inner self or whatever the fuck is in some pocket dimension where im just in a comfy bed snuggling with someone who loves me, or going on a cool adventure. i dont care, anything remotely fun or comfy is better than this
