>>39511011I'm literally the exact same age, and the exact same way. I thought about it a bit, but seeing ending 2 really was a shock for me, reading it and seeing my entire thought process laid out like that lmao.
It's a common coping mechanism induced from depression/anxiety. You know you should be more proactive, but you start to WANT to do nothing, and WANT to not apply yourself, because it's easier, and makes you more comfortable. but it doesn't ultimately solve the problem at hand
Things change when you're thrust out into the world, i.e moving out and getting a job. If you wanna make friends at this age, you go back to school, find them at work, or get a hobby or something. It comes naturally after that.
