>>39560111Ya know what's weird anon, I feel you on that.
two-ish weeks back, I got to that low point, the point you just feel like killing yourself, like you'd be better off dead, not cos of Snootgame, but a lot of things in my life that just ... didn't seem fair or worth living for, dragging yourself out of that hole is the hardest fucking thing in the world to do, but you can, hell I've been there four times already and each time it gets harder not to end it, yet I'm still here.
In the past two weeks I've drawn more than I have in three years, made a piece of art I can actually say I'm fucking proud of for the first time in 6 years, and made a stupid little gremlin fang who people keep making edits of and that warms my fucking heart to no end, knowing they like my shit doodles. And the weird thing is, knowing there are others out there who feel the same as I do when at those low points, I feel for them, and in some twisted kind of way, it helps me feel better knowing I'm not the only one.
Keep going anon, there's help out there, there's no immediate fix to your problems, fuck I wish there was, but you got to trust that there is something worth living for, SOMETHING, anything, you don't have to pics up the arts or learn an instrument, just do something that makes you happy, and take those first steps towards bettering yourself, it won't be easy but it's possible.
