>>39691498turning 29 this year and my pallet of mental disorders are a lot more colorful and a lot more diverse
also living in a country where disability pension is barely enough to keep yourself fed and maybe clothed if you save up money
only ever worked summertime jobs, no serious employer is going to hire a lunatic without a degree
the only reason I haven't jumped off the roof yet is seeing how death of my sister fucked my mother up
don't want to take even the slightest chance of inflicting that kind of suffering on her
even though I know she hates me and I probably cause more harm by existing and weighting my family down
when I was in psych ward I met a guy just like you
his plan was to get OD'd 3 times
each time you're held in psych ward for about 3 months
after 3rd time you can get registered as disabled and start getting that sweet sweet neetbux
just came here to tell you that this is a dead end
i'm not your dad to nag at you but just know that
nothing but misery awaits you on this path
don't bury yourself deeper into the ground
time will do that for you anyway
