>>39959458You're not gonna make it with that fucking attitude.
You'll never find your own fang if you just sit down and wallow in the sadness. It's hard, I understand, but this is the moment you either allow yourself to waste away or make a change. Go to a gym, or buy some small weights from Academy or something. Exercise on and off, do pushups and situps until you can do more than you did the other day. Go out to places regularly and make a point to talk to people.
I've got girls in two different stores that have recognized me now. One from a clothes shop "hey man it's been a while since I saw you here!" and two from a deli "oh, getting something new are we? you always used to come and get this other meat"
I always see guys that are fatter than me, or uglier than me, or whatever else "less" than me walking around hand in hand with girls. Why is that? It's because they go out and try. How can your fang find you if you don't put yourself out there? You won't feel like doing anything at first, you'll think this fucking sucks this hurts I don't like it, but push yourself to do it and it won't be so bad. Even if nothing comes of it, you can at least say "hey I'm better off than I was before" and you can try again. I haven't seen progress yet, and I'm not entirely convinced I will, but it's better than sitting around feeling shit about it. You might not change your situation, but you can change your perception and your feelings about the situation. I don't fully recall the story, but there was a guy who just fucking walked into a hospital and started fucking around there. He was there for literal YEARS before they found out he didn't have credentials. Fake it till you make it isn't just a slogan, it's actually real.