>>40033145Sorry, I'm not one for reading beyond certain exceptions. Writing, yeah, but I can't keep my mind focused on reading unless it really keeps me glued.
>>40033155I feel fine, at least I think I do. I don't know. I'm aware I wasn't innocent in how I was thinking or acting, but not entirely at fault. I'm hoping I actually learned from my own mistakes instead of just thinking I have and won't fall into the same trappings later on. I wish I hadn't kept all of my emotions bottled up in college out of paranoia and habit, and was more outgoing, but I'm thankful that I've since realized what happened in high and middle are behind me and that I should try to make up for what I missed. Really, if anything the only thing SnootGame made me think back on was how justified I was in hating high and subsequently middle, and how it all left me for the worse for a good while.
It still stings like shit thinking about it, but I try not to focus on it if I can help it. Right now, I just want to focus on getting an actual useful degree in online college with IT instead of one that got me fucked due to fucked requirements to land any meaningful position and then extra-fucked once 2020 hit and cut current workers in the field by half, then figure things out as they happen. Maybe I'll find someone along the way I can call my girlfriend, but I don't know.
Sorry for rambling when I shouldn't. Here's a repost of a femReed.
