>>40102906I certainly knows how that feels mate, I've spent 16 years of my life putting myself down and others doing so too, I'm at the point now I just can't take compliments, even from my SO.
So when people say "Oh artfag, your styles kinda cool" all I get is all my shortcomings just come flooding in and it just makes me hate my art even more.
I took part in the community canvas thing today, and I just feel like my art is a blot that wasted the canvas other artists could've used.
I gave up being envious of other artists long ago, but the alternative, just solely hating your own feels even worse.
I basically have to force myself to post my shit some days, and even then I feel like people would rather it not be there.
